To Chubby, my one loved Cat You’re my everything. You’re my greatest love. When I lost u, I’ve nothing left. You’re heart. You’re the only one thing values to me. You fulfill my day. My breath is all for you. You’re my life energy. As time passed, you’ve just taken all my love. Everyday, I wanna back to da room early, becos of u. I can stay in the room all day just for you. U sleep beside me on da same pillow every night. You’re one thing I love and be my inspiration. I wanna do all my best for u and have u beside me forever but.. I can’t. ..................... ...................................... I really sorry. I’ve never imagined about leaving u. but now, I’m sorry! Really sorry but I have to. really sad. Damn hurt like I’ve never hurt before. Feeling like my heart is destroyed. I don’t know how can I apologise. I know dat u must be much much more sad and feel bad. U would cry if u can. U would feel liked u’ve been dumped. U’ve got nobody left in your life. U must miss me so much. I’m sad too.. really. ........................ ....................................... It likes I lost my heart. I don’t wanna leave you but I have to. Becos of my work and my health, I can’t have u. I might go abroad for a long time for work and really can’t take you with me. I’m model but you make me got so many pain and marks on skin. The thing dat affect me the most for have u is da way u scratch to my skin and bite me when u play as kid. I have to be very self-concious becos of work and let my skin smooth with no scar or pain. You mess up my room and let me feel tired. You make noise that I really can’t sleep. a day dat I have work early, With you, I go for work with panda eyes becos I haven’t sleep. It also break my life clock.As da time passed, my health get much weaker. I got cat-allergy. that hurts me and let me get more marks. Everytime I sad or lonely, u’re the one who always be with me. U dry my tears. U always make me laugh and there’s always smile everytime I look at you. ....................... ........................................ After u’ve gone, pls know that I would never have a pet anymore. Especially, Cat... U will be my first and my last. just the one I love for life. Although u’re not with me but u will alway be mine and stay in my memory forever. while I'm writing this journal, u still sleep in my arm innocently. u don't khow what would happen. I'm crying. how many hours left for me dat i still can see ur cute face, breathing here. Gonna miss u much and see u in my dream every night. God knows, I gave u all my heart and.. 'U belong to me forever'
Can u still remeber the first kiss from me? how many kisses? can u count them? so often that I also can't count but the last kiss is coming soon. will be da goodbye kiss..
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